Met wit Guy B today..... he told me something real strange. b4 this....he is after gal A, and... he actually had alot of plan for gal A... he showed me his handphone calender...so many plans for gal A. Book movie ticket for gal A... go movie wit gal A... buy this n tat for gal A.... gal A's arrival at airport... go out yam cha wit gal A....
But strange, guy B told me that he nv really carried out wat he planned for gal A. "Why?" i asked wit full curiousity. "i hav no idea", he said. he told me tat...its so easy for him to plan.but when it comes to carry it out..... he just aint motivated. he hav no idea why.
"mayb is because she rejected you before? " i said.
"mayb... but i really regret not doin those things for her... at least i should hav done more for her, she might hav different feeling towards me."
"when a gal say she had no feelings towards you... 90% confidence level, you can just let go and forget about it." i said.
"just hard for me..... its not that i am not letting go..... mayb.... because i am not satisfy....i jsut wanna try another time. but.....the other time was so damn hard for me to carry out. "
anyway...now guy B had already let gal A go... at least this is wat he always tell himself and tell me.
we human, sometimes, when the thing is not meant to be ours... no matter how hard we tried, it will stil go away. Just like sometimes, when soemthing is not ours, there's no use we force ourselves....or force the others to coupe with us. It will only make everyone even harder to breathe, even harder to be friends.
Don't know... days haven been real good for guy B... and the same goes for me. well, both of us, same heart, same soul. Mayb that's why we can be so close frens together. hahaha....
tonite, we hav a nice beer section.... in the balcony of my house. the beautiful starry sky is our companion, we talk, we crap and we drink till late nite, then we sleep under the dark starry sky, wit clouds as our blanket.......
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